~小贞贞~飞翔的海洋: July 2009

生命中的朋友

因为考试而寂寞

爱上音乐
升级爱上音乐的我
最近感触特别多
忙了好一段时期
在外朋友的确很重要
就像发兴表哥的推荐
“生命中的朋友”专辑
收录了好有意思的几首歌

也许最后一批待在家乡
20年了的朋友都到外地升学去了
就算回到去
也没任何归属感了

昨天北大的兄弟突然来到金宝
吓了我。。
原来学校受到H1N1的侵略
他只是经过金宝
顺便看看我
他们才开学两个星期
就关闭一星期了
前天他们接到消息后
整校才急着逃忙
还好有朋友的帮忙他才能慢慢回家乡
比起他们
我真的幸福多了
之前还会嫌我选了那么远的学校
结果
他们更可怜了

好期待下次的约会
集会
旅行。。
不想在一个人待在这了
像男友投诉了好几次
不想呆在这了
没办法解决。。
只能说出来解解压

考试了
还没心情开始
报告要到了期限
没想开始的感觉
我快变废人了

还好有朋友的帮忙
下个月成功能搬家了
搬去个属于我们一家人的家
期待
也是另一个出发点
从新用心看世界

也许最近伪装得太好了
虽然话少了
可是还继续配合同学
笑着去参与大家
是有点不愿意
不是他们的错。。
只是我
是我还没重新整理心情
去面对这一切

男友快上来帮我搬家了
盼有他的陪伴
能填补
这些空虚的日子吧
可惜自己的要求却一直提高
耐心又最疼我的他
应该会受不了难搞的我吧。。

还有一天半的时间
就是九月了
因为我们租的是新家
没得上网
让我们好像H1N1被隔离似的
也好
那让我有机会不受外来的影响
专心考完这科

下个月
或许下下个月再见
想念你
想念大家
muaksss。。。

一推

缭乱的心情等待着

快好好整理

是时候做好准备走更长远的路了

Setiawan Trip

an excited friday morning^^
i can feel my heart is beating all the morning
enjoying the time pass by..hoohoo
MIS tutorial
Finance tutorial..
it suppose finished at 12.30pm on time
but tutor dont wan to leave us leave before she finished all the question
my parent and uncle family was already reach UTAR
their van outside my class, block B
they has been waiting for 10more min dy
"i had to go"..i tell my tutor that she dont allow me to leave early b4
luckly**

start my Setiawan and Pulau Pangkok trip
with my beloved family
and
many uncle aunt
it is around 21 person by 2 vans..

is only about 1hours from Kampar here
but it cost around 7hours from my htown
(Triang, Pahang)
pity them
i think they are enjoying also
they eat 3-4 times along the way to setiawan
that the purpose they come for this trip
hahaha

the hotel we stayed

outside the lobby

my sister curious of this..

after an hours rest
we went for the Ayer Tawar beach
is only my family prepare to playing there
uncles and aunts is enjoying the
see breeze and the wave

my dad and sister

they are fighting and my dad is behind them..

enjoying

capture mummy and me..hohoooo

after finished took their bath
we go for a restaurant which call
"restaurant Ah Pek Lee"
it is along the palm oil firm and patah firm before we reach here

that is the one we wanna to come so long time dy
which introduce by Ah Xian

my sister love him so much

waiting....
expecting....

hoo...Shong Yea

1 kind of fish..but i dont know it..

生蚝。。i never try the fresh 1 before..

really enjoying...

hmm...i feel hungry now when i m blogging

the most i like
i prefer
dangdangdang***

this is the only day i fell full
over full in this month
is 11 kinds of sea food we ate
at least 11 per each kind of see food ate by us
including 2 favoure of crab per each
i mean per EACH..
every1 ate at least 2 crab like wat i m holding..
wow...
and it only cost 940
RM940 for 25 people
less than 50 per person
and it only RM3.50 per each 11 kind of sea food
it is super and over cheap

i miss there...
uncle said the last time they came is 10 years ago
and after this will be come again 10 more years
but now..
they said must come at 10-0=?
its mean they will
they should
they must come again
1 more year...
haha..i can swear i must will follow them
hahahaaaaa
my stomach is start counting the next 365days.

travel to the Pangkok Island 2nd morning..

25min from the Jeti there

小型-万里长城

an earn monney hole 赚钱洞

is nothing actually at the Pulao Pangkok
go for 2 hours
and feel the culture there

after dinner
we come the Jeti playground
a sea side theme playground

me, younger sister, and little sister

sure u will think tat is a toilet

u are wrong!!!
hohoo..
is a rubbish collect place.
smeely place

say Hai to..

the big crab here

the youngest baby girl in our trip

tat my 3 days holidays
3 days trip
with them...
enjoyed it..
after that i fecth me back the Kampar boring kampong
they going back straight
but they keep enjoying and testing the tasty food
along the way back home

miss u all
daddy mummy
and my sister^^^

复杂三人组

常扭开自己的fm频道
却不爱耍酷
的某家少爷

被个姐姐指导的post。。

和本班
本来是两位好友的
某家公主

有了复杂的
三角关系
今早在学校
还穿出了三角恋情装

“你是我的！” 两位公主共同的对白。。

o(∩_∩)o...哈哈

还好最后大家还是和平相处…………

*无聊的部落
来解解压

风

风向再次把风筝吹回来

努力了还是无法成功收回

为了普素的风筝跌伤了

为何还倔强直说不痛

还伪装了自己没擦伤

伪装的笑着说没事

泪水却早在心里流了

不敢想太多

怀念风筝能有容易收回的一天

那有缘再见还会记得以前的永远吗

难道一定要尝试这一切吗

*一切只呆在今天

on diet

didnt feel full for two week dy
have my meal on lunch only everyday
which is spend RM1.40
to get a small rice, vege, and taufu
but having milo and biscuit at my dinner time

it make me suffer after 1 week ago
with repeat that same kind of meal
it is no choice for me to do that
as my friend says "the financial calculator make me over my monthly budget"
yea..the financial cause me the most

no dare to tell mummy before
i m on diet
is absolutely not my parents didnt give me the pocket money
haha
is jz me dont wan to over my budget every month
this is the 1st time i feel tat
no money, no life

even though i still got some saving in my account
that is my saving
i dont think i wan to "tekan" it out when i still can survival
with my few ringgit
it really not more than RM20 on my hand from last monday
is getting tuesday dy tomorrow
10 days pass 3 days to go
i think i can do it before my parent come to visit me
3 more days...
my longest 3 more days

heh..dont worry fo me ya
still got few more ringgit on my hand
i can pass this 3 days healtly^^

i dont be same like this children, pity him so much...

蓝灰的风筝

沉闷的心情
不想前进的步伐
细述了
最近雨天的心情
持续达到了自己的要求
也有想停下的时刻

就像风筝
也有飞翔的程度
之所以为了更高更高
那只会弄断了线

想继续保持原状
适可而止已心满意足了

小贞贞又想回到属于自己的窝里了
对外面的世界一点也不感兴
就像这两个月的把自己装扮着
根本没意识嘛

为了自我
为了固执
为了执着
为了挑战自己
饥饿“几百”了好久
跟*虾*没任何分别

最精可能会见到那-奸妇
都不知干嘛要为这种人而无法记口德
别让我有机会看见他好吗
一个让我数次崩溃的x人

还好能让风筝飞舞的季节就快到来
期待着。。
每星期的惊喜
每七天的彩红风筝