hAppy biRthday^^

hAppy 22th birthday dear..

Muaksss

hand in hand to go forever

♥♥♥

~

holidays mood

thanks god

let me finished my degree 2nd year~

this is not that tough i think

at least u learn from that

put ur effort there

and will get the desire outcome there

pls..is jz finished that 5papers

not yet know the result la!

should be no problem on the first 4 papers

but the last entrepreneur paper

nothing to say

must die gao gao this time

god bless me

all is the travel trip fault

make me so excited about it^^

10 of us will meet together again later~

baby sorry for ignore u on this half year

I m back

I am back

to share wif u everything i faced~

this is the year 2010

and this is the 21years old for most my friend

big celebration once a month at least

will be a bankruptcy year

haizz..but we enjoy it^^

going penang and langkawi tomorrow

not any special

coz is not celebrate for any birthday

we are go for fun!

yahoo...

(expectant night)

我

我不难过
也没有生气
只是累了
不想说话..
你明白吗？

回家日

第五个星期了
也差不多接近49天
终于有得回家咯
还好我还存着一丝丝的希望
朋友在当天就说我们是有缘人
所以不到最后关头我都不去换票
o(∩_∩)o...真的
考试真的再次改期咯
可是回家应该有得忙了

昨天洗衣
全都是素色的
突然发觉自己好乖
说好要陪着一起戴孝
是因为真的想尊敬他
况且对自己也没什么恶意
我做到了

只要做好自己的本分
没什么是错的吧

我们都一样
会永远记得他
我们敬爱的“爸爸”

worry about u

what can i do for u
she is crying
he is worrying

luckly he is having his uni holidays right now
can take good care for his mummy and little brother
luckly he found a part time job
which can stay at his home
and accompany his mom most of the time

ya.. he miss his daddy
and of course
mum miss his husband as well
miss the good memories times
the whole family stick tgt
have their meal tgt
travel together

u need to be strong like before
study hard and take good care ur mum
dad will know that
dad will feel that

but what should i do?\
what can i do
i m worry about u all..

思念

生命真是如此脆弱吗
为何好好的一个生命
在屋任何的预兆下
就突然离开了

快一个月了
另一半失去了他的好爸爸一个月了
回想当时Uncle还笑脸着跟我打招呼
称赞着安迪的厨艺很好
要我吃多些
每天晚上Uncle都会打电话关心姐姐和他
前一天才听说一起吃早餐
前一个小时才说到时间去开工了
前几分中还好端端的坐着开会
心脏就突然发痛
来得快，去得也快
没任何交代
没来的及看看赶着回来的孩子
就先提早去天堂报到了

我接到消息时还以为
只是小意外
心里想着没事的没事的
告诉妈妈她也觉得不可能
Uncle这样好人
没任何病痛
会撑着熬过去的
在医院徘徊了几圈
人群越来越多了

心里想着大事不妙了
男友已在回程路上
只有半小时的车程
却远远的没和他爸爸送别
迟了十几分钟
我想他到医院一定紧紧的抱着他爸爸
尽全力的保护

Uncle真的离开了
朋友说我跟伯父有缘
换是我刚好在金宝上课或考试
很可能就没的回去陪陪他们了
Uncle睡着了四天
朋友也拿了假陪着我四天
他们没任何怨言
带我到处走走，聊聊天
不然就一班人一起去陪男友坐坐

他
很坚强
除了弟弟
妈妈和姐姐都哭到没神了
陪我去点香看看他爸爸时
流泪的却是我
还反需要被安慰
每晚我都发了同一个梦
Uncle只是晕了过去
现在苏醒了过回正常的生活
别人都说好心有好报
Uncle的确和善良
怎们会那么早
怎么会。。

我也突然发觉
我变得如此忧郁
变得有些自闭
变得无法正常和别人沟通
变得特别思念
珍惜我们现在用有的
别再老是等等。。等了


Uncle
您安息吧
家人都很坚强的活下去
孩子也一直抽空回去陪妈妈
我也一样常陪着他
我们永远都会记得您

朋友，您也一样
应该去到新的国土当别人的小孩了吧
我会想念你们
会永远记得你们

Utar不幸发生意外的同学
安息吧。。

short sem started

came back to continue my degree
it should be a relax semester that same like 2 years ago
the foundation study
but i didn't feel any similarity as before

no more relax
no more fun than before
keep sing-k and movie after class
no that much celebration
somemore no time to take a breath

everything is rushing
get 1 more subject than before
20 hours per week
5 time of 8 o'clock-3 for 8am, 2 for 8pm
sometime need go for class 3 times per days
and 2chapter per week every subject
i hate that
i hate this kind of study way
but its already a fact!

good luck to all my fren~